I don't think today would've been much different if I had been chained to a bed, wrapped up in bandages, with only an IV drip to keep me alive. I've made my peace.
I will have to start from the bottom. I thought I could find a ledge to grab onto while in this long and controlled descent, but it turns out, they're all illusions. The last time I scraped from the bottom like this, I came up vastly improved. Better to start now than never, right?
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